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Midnite Vultures - Beck  Its really good.

I'm only mean to my friends, and people I have crushes on.


I need a good dose of AMBITION.
And a injection of GREAT MASTERPEICES OF RHYTHM AND BEAT.
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New Hair!

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Yes I know, beautiful.

From that pic you can see my scarf/beanie/CD rack.  

Somebody said I looked like a soccor mom, somebody else said I looked british, everybody else said that I looked older.  My mom said it reminded her of a 70s british thing.  Dunno.

Anywho, A in English this semester, E in US History, those two should get together and make a C for me.  
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Neither of which I'd like to be.

Well, when is Radiohead touring?  C'mon Radiohead, release some Tour Dates already!  My mom and I have decided that even if we have to go to the UK to see them we will.  It'd be nice to have a good vacation anyway.  We wanted to go see them at Bonnaroo but that fell through for whatever reason.

Other than that, hurt my foot on a treadmil and stayed home today.  I'm going to work on my new website some.  Make it a little more unique.  

Tomarrow I'm cutting my hair off, well a good part of it anyway.  
www.matrix.com/find_your_hair_…

Thats the syle I want.  I've got medium/long hair now so its a bit of a difference.  I like my face anyway, why hide behind your hair?  No reason to really.

TTFN
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Extraversion |||||| 26%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||| 30%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%

trait snapshot:
does not make friends easily, secretive, introverted, reclusive, observer, dislikes leadership, somewhat socially awkward, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, values solitude, solitary, avoidant, ambivalent about fitting in, not dominant, unassertive, suspicious, prudent, unadventurous, worrying, weird, intellectual, frequently second guesses self

In a depressing way I think its very accurate.  The paranoia and Peter pan complex especially.
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Today in my 5th period and during lunch I felt so out of place.  I hate days like today, when nothing goes right and the world seems a step ahead of you.  Your clock just runs slow on days like that, you get to school late, then it feels like your vocabulary has been cut in half and your sentences end up weird.

I just felt so amazingly out of place there.  I only had one friend to talk to during that time, only one real friend.  There were people to sit next to and comment with but nobody to make you feel like you should be there.  I halfway felt like I could just sit outside and listen to headphones and be just has happy with myself.  Then ofcourse, you run the risk of driving people further away from you.

It was nice in study hall though, me and the only friend in lunch had a sword fight with highlighters.  It was nice till we got yelled at, we made a couple people laugh which is always good.
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I felt better with my friends in Drawing and Painting, I'm the only girl at the table but there are only 3 girls in the entire class of about 15.  The attentions nice though, and I feel like I can be more carefree there.
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My friends think I'm jewish for some reason I havn't discovered yet.  Last year when my friends would make jokes refering to jewish people they would ask everyone at the table if they were jewish to see if they would get offended.  They'd ask me twice "Are you jewish?  Are you sure?".  "Are you sure?" I think I would know my own religious preferences.  I'm not really anything though, I believe in a all-knowing being but thats as far as I go.

The other day a friend came up to me saying "Your jewish right?". The next day a friend in Desktop Publishing said something about jewish people and the guy who sits next to me said "You guys shouldn't joke like that, she's jewish."  I've never suggested I'm anything.
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When I get old enough to change my name I want to change it to... Sheaila Cvjelli.  She-lah  Sveh-jeelly
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You know what? Whenver I'm in a bad mood even without thinking about it I make myself happy again and say "I'm such a cool person".
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